Hey, loves!
Welcome to… the “Sarah-is-tired-and-might-ramble-a-little-bit-but-that’s-okay” day!
Well, right now, I feel like poop. Not really, but… I can feel that I went to bed at 11:30 yesterday. I guess I should reevaluate that bedtime, again.
I know this isn’t a post on Friday, like I said it was supposed to be last week. But, to be honest, there was nothing really exciting that happened last week. I guess I can tell you that my summer job is coming to an end, which makes me sad.
…Oh. Have I told you about my summer job? Well, I was hired by my town to work in the Rec center. I work from 8:30 to around 1:00 every day, each morning. {Thank goodness not weekends, though!}
There are two classes; 9-10:30 and 10:30-12. Each class has fifteen little children. There are a lot of highlights to this job; I get good pay for basically just sitting around and tying off God’s Eyes, friendship bracelets, and painting little clay creations. A lot of the kids are really cute, and you should see their little faces when you say “Let’s get the freezie pops!”
And then there are the select group of the chosen children. They come from a different place, where malevolence gleams within their eyes. These are the little terrors, who love to mimic you and throw things on the floor and make messes.
I can’t really complain, though. I love kids, and I’m hoping to be a teacher some day! I know that I will have to deal with such situations, but I have found that this job is very nice. For one thing, I agree with what every different parental column says. Having a summer job really shows you how to become responsible, increases your maturity, makes you become more independent, and helps your self esteem. {AKA: A confidence boost.}
Now, I’m going to change my tune a bit. I think I just had an epiphany. As I have written to you, I’m going to be very busy this month. I have Studio, the Disney trip, pool parties, working the town movie nights, B.O.T.B. wrap up, and, not to mention, school clothes shopping. I think I’m pretty booked. Which means I forgot one thing…
the dreaded AP U.S. homework.
Luckily, I just did encounter that epiphany, like I said, and realized something. If I work my butt off this week… can’t I get all of the assignment done, and out of the way? For some reason, my mother’s tired and tried phrase seems to finally have hit home. I’m actually going to leave in a few minutes to do just that… finish all of the vocab words! Forty-five vocab words in one day wouldn’t be too shabby. Last time, I finished them all in three hours! Let’s see if I can beat that record!
I have one last topic to discuss. My posts might become more artsy after this post, as I get back into Studio mode. I’m sure that you can see I’m generally a fun-loving, warm-hearted, happy-go-lucky type of girl.
This year, I truly want to focus on the type of writer I want to be. Of course, I can change and evolve as a writer, but I really want to focus on… one thing I can change in my writing. I’m kind of torn between two decisions this year.
I could really work on carrying my writer’s voice throughout my pieces. If I keep my voice strong and clear, I will be able to reach my readers better. Developing my voice will make my writing sturdier, and my words more confident.
I can also work very hard on time management. I know I also have to apply this to my actual life. In truth, I spend way too much time on facebook and youtube. I’m pretty lazy when it comes to just sitting around on the computer. I haven’t really written in a while, besides on this blog. And you can notice that I am kind of lagging on here, too. I do ensure you of more posts, though.
Back on the subject of time management. I need to find a time every day, or even every other day {or every three days, they’re all reasonable} that I can write within. I’ve tried before dinner, but I’m always lounging on the computer, usually. I’ve tried after dinner, but I’m rushing to do homework. I’ve tried before bedtime, but then it’s too late for me. I’ve tried the morning, but I’m always tired or running late. Yeah… I do need time management.
If I prioritize my time, though, I can succeed in finding time for things. I just proved myself by finishing my writer’s notebook for Studio. I’m all set for Studio… well, actually, I should put my bag together soon that I carry back and forth. {Note to self!!!}
I’m also a bit nervous for NaNoWriMo this year. This will be my second time participating, and I’d like to continue NaNoWriMo as a personal annual event. Due to the heavy homework load I already have from AP U.S., I’m a bit nervous to see how this year will work out. Will I even be able to participate in NaNoWriMo? I really would love to… so I need to figure out how to include my writing time.
I wonder if I can combine my two goals into one major, yet accomplishable goal… hmmmm.
{Ladies and Gentlemen! We just reached the 900 word count. Maybe we’ll break the 1,000 word barrier this post!}
I’d also like to start youtubing. I know I whine in every post how I should, but I really would like to make vlogs a real accomplished achievement. Maybe then I could do two typed posts and one video a week! That would be nice…
I’d like to leave you today with the questions I will have to commonly ask myself. I wonder if they might help you, too, when you are trying to figure things out.
While doing an activity…
How will doing this benefit me in the future?
Have I spent too much time here?
What have I accomplished?
Thinking about oneself…
How am I helping myself?
Am I keeping myself motivated?
What can I do to make myself stay focused?
And, just to let you know, we broke through the 1,000 word barrier with the start of the first questions. 🙂
I hope you have a lovely week. I will update as soon as possible!
Speaking of updates, notice anything different? Surprise! I’ve changed the site a bit. I hope you like it. More pages will be added shortly!
Lots of ♥,
Sarah [=
“Each person grows not only by her own talents and development of her inner beliefs, but also by what she receives from the persons around her.” ~ Iris Haberli